You're the DREAMER

2012-01-27T21:28:00.004+08:00

If you can see there is a BANANA FISH in my sculpture, then I can suggest you to find a specialist eye doctor to check your eyes, faggots!

Trollolololololol

2012-01-17T04:09:00.002+08:00

woahh, thanks man! They even spam my chat box
I just saw it..
awwwwwww, is okay, you guys have nothing better to do.

xoxo, loves

Messed

2012-01-16T23:53:00.008+08:00

Oh well well well, me and my groupmates submitted our group work, but all this thing turn to a nightmare, why I did say its a nightmare, cause all this had become an argument. For those guy who think they are right, whatever I say all are bullshit, cause they mind already hate me, whatever I tell or try to defense for myself all are wrong. Its really pointless to continue our conversation over there.

Let me say something now, me and my groupmates are really think that you guys assignments amaze us, IF YOU WANT to think that is a bad compliment then up to you, I wont waste my energy to defense for myself, I will just type it out here. oh please remember, we really praise you guys had apply a good engineering theory in your sculpture. I don't know which words have offended you guys, shoooo sorry. :>

ohohhh one more thing, this morning when i enter class, I was holding my sculpture and put it on table first and sit down talk to someone. But I don't know how u guy can be so geng say I judge on your artwork. I think I should feel happy, cause you guys pay so much attention on what I said. Thanks man, even my boyfriend never pay so much attention on me :)

Show the whole post to other boys, well everyone will just "shake head" and say ARE THEY REALLY A BOY? hell yeahhh..I didnt know I am that old already, can't remember what I have say all the time, but my frens (those boys) can remember more clearer than me, even those words I have never say out before but they can know it:) Aren't they are too awesome? *mustgive2bigbigclap*

shoo lazy to continue this blog article, cause this is meant nothing to me. Your words will never affect me and if you guys goanna continue to gossip, I can recommend you all to watch gossip girl, cause they are much more better than you guys.

Leave all the haters behind, appreciate with what you have..

19th early Bday celebration!

2012-01-02T14:02:00.003+08:00

yooooo I'm turning to 19 years old very soon! This year Bday celebration with my boyf, my highschool mates, boyf's friends. I'm shoooooooooo happy u guys have turn up in my party, appreciate alot *sniffsniff* :D There is a surprise from my boyf, it's a CAKE! I find out im quite dumb, I didnt notice they pass the cake to the waiter. When we all finish our dinner at Kissaten, I and yajing go toilet together, suddenly boyf come in also. ( their toilet boy and girl are together ) There is nth special my boyf go to toilet right? After that I go back to our table and there is a cake! omgggg I DAMN SHOCK, I still wondering how they got a cake! hahaha. Bibi, thanks for the surprise and thanks for everything. Love you very much! :))))))

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2011-12-10T01:57:00.001+08:00

You Never Know!
You Never Ask!

WHATEVER IS DONE NOW!

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2011-12-08T23:28:00.003+08:00

Hardcore doing my final art work, change the fish head into a bigger size and its still in progressing. Seriously I don't know what lecturer want, she even ask me to mix my background color with brown and yellow-orange..Lucky I still got plenty of time to edit my final art work, I don't wish burn my 100 bucks after print out on A1 size :<

well well well, bought myself a drawing tablet at lowyat. It cost me RM270! Hope can use it until I graduate my University. This is a brand from Wacom, model is bamboo pen, I choose the smallest and cheapest tab. FCM's student very poor, all my money spent on my lens and art equipments. SUMO PRINT ASSIGNMENTS ARE NOT CHEAP AT ALL! T___T

I love their tablet design very much, in black and lime green color, middle with a blue color sensor light, looks very chun right? hehehe..

Christmas is coming soon, I don't think I will have a joyful christmas night with my frens or my love, goanna busy with assignments! And my birthday too... *sad*

2011-11-30T22:18:00.001+08:00

Second presentation in college :))))))))) heehheeeee

I'm rolling in the deep

2011-11-04T17:35:00.001+08:00

Partayyy night :)

Halloween night :P

Loser!

2011-10-28T00:07:00.003+08:00

Who started to judge someone on his blog first?
Who started to block someone on his facebook?
Who started all this funny shit jokes?

LISTEN CAREFULLY!
You're the one, idiot! Mr. J

What is wrong with you?
stop using your sympathy to tell the whole world people talk bad on you, wtf lo seriously..What if you can't get that girl, are you going to tell the whole world is their fault also? Go think wisely what you did to people, dick face! People never spread your bad things okay, don't so perasan can or not? take back your word childish, you are the one act like an idiot monkey jumping shouting there.

LOSER, IN YOUR FACE!

2011-10-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

fucked up new semester! fucked up week! fucked up friendship!

I realize i started hide everything to myself, even my expression also..

what is wrong with me!

2011-09-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

我们的距离变远了! :'(

Sorry

2011-09-16T17:08:00.002+08:00

I AM TOO DEMANDING!
sometimes I just can't control my emotions,
especially when my period come,
I can get piss over a fucking small things.
I know I shouldn't be like that,
but i still can't control my emotions.
I'm sorrry baby, I'm really sorry baby.
Im scare you will leave me in one day because of this shit
I'm sorry..

nothing to blog

2011-09-02T17:34:00.007+08:00

Goanna finish my midterm break, didnt really enjoy it much. Cause of my bloody final assignments, I have to stay at home. So much jealous on my best friend she can on a vacation with her family :( Haisss is this my college life?? *big BIG SIGH!*

Thanks to peiyen and suetyin went out with me :3 THEY SAVED MY LIFE! HEHEHEHE
Can't remember what is the shop name, they sell cosmetic, skin care and a lot cute stuff there. I love merdeka sales! When u enter every shop, u can see 50% or 70% discount hanging there :)))

End my post..tata...

不再让你孤单

2011-08-28T22:43:00.002+08:00

看完了《不再让你孤单》，让我很有感触
其实简简单单的过着每一天就是幸福了，
跟喜欢的人在一起更是不需害怕贫穷的日子，
因为有另一半的陪伴永远都不觉得孤单，而是幸福的
他对她的许下的承诺是不会忘记的，
无论多辛苦都呆在她身边和保护她....

突然间我觉得我们的距离变远了，
是因为在一起久了吗？
我突然好想念我们刚开始的那时刻，
无时无刻都把对方牢牢地记住，
电话的简讯也不到一个星期就过千了，
想在却不一样了...

I met HER :D

2011-07-10T15:48:00.004+08:00

She cheer me when I'm depressed
She taught me alot in High School
She shared her pleasant and memorable moment
She never makes me down
She is pretty, hot and sexy, BUT
She is different from others

okay okay enough..I don't know what to continue now..

You are always my BEST FRIEND, YA JING :))))

Our friendship will never end and is still counting!

Botanical Garden shooting day!

2011-05-28T18:19:00.010+08:00

photos credit to way cheang :))
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pictures credit to JJMark :))) Got autumn feel of it

Different photographer got different feel in the picture. I wish I can faster learn my photography class in MMU :p

你的点点滴滴

2011-03-15T23:51:00.003+08:00

亲爱的，
轻轻的触摸着你的头发，就是那么的温柔。
紧紧的让你拥抱着我，总是让我觉得安心。
轻轻的吻，就可以溶化了我固执的心。

亲爱的，
只要有你在我身边，害怕及不安的感觉就会消失。
每次只要被你牵着我的手，就会让我感到幸福的滋味。

是你让我觉得幸福就是那么简单，就只需要我们两个一起去体会。
谢谢你让我不再寂寞，不再害怕去面对我的难题。
是你给了我勇气和支持，让我不再逃避。
谢谢你教会了我学道理，让我分辨对与错。

亲爱的，
就是三个字 “我爱你” ，在说一百遍或一千遍也不会腻，
因为我是真心的爱你，真的很爱你。。。

距离的差别

2011-02-11T01:57:00.003+08:00

他，
竟然对我说若我选择了设计课与他的差别。

他，
竟然让我觉得我们的距离是有多么的遥远。

他，
竟然把我跟他的科目做了比较。

我就是不明白，
读设计有错吗？
有这么让你觉得难堪吗？
很丢脸吗？
差距真的很大吗？
是我不够成熟所以才不会理解吗？

真的很多疑问。。
也很不开心。。

开始讨厌疑问句（？）

问题让人难以解决。。。。。。。。。。

Movie Tic Tic Collection

2010-10-11T23:40:00.007+08:00

Our first movie, The Karate Kid'

2 movie, Despicable Me

3 movie, Salt

4 movie, The Expendables

5 movie, Step Up 3

6 movie, Devil (I hate horror movie _|_)

7 movie, Alpha and Omega. This movie watched on 10.10.10..what a meaningful day :)

Will got more movies to come ;) love you!

Relationship

2010-10-10T23:52:00.008+08:00

oh well, currently my relationship's treating me very well, I-Got-An-Awesome-Boyf :)

BUT,

Sorry la, I know we've been arguing in last few days, very very terrible.

BUT,

We still hold to each other and work things out.Thanks sweetheart;) oh ya, Happy two monthsary, due to some stupid issue we didn't celebrate together (you know, i know) I just want to keep it to myself, don't feel like writing out here. I'm really feel extremely sorry to you, really..I won't break our promises anymore. And please don't everytime put the blame on you,actually is my fault :( I don't like seeing you become unhappy, really really really sorry have hurt you.You are such a great person and its sad that i saw the bad side of you from my selfish actions.Sometime, I just think that you deserve someone better than me; not someone like me, always bring you alots of problem and angers.

gahhhhh,got an emo feelings now :(

&

I'm having fever and sore throat now, shoooo sad! How I wish you can beside of me and hug me tight.

should stop it here, I still got alot more to write, but IM-SO-SLEEPY.
Wokie, good night everyone

I love you and will always care for you

Back in ACTION :D

2010-10-08T17:15:00.007+08:00

Hello people, I'm back! Finally I revive back my bloggiee..Well, goanna update my photoshoot's post. Below all the pictures took by LeeShen , this is my second times photoshooting and I'm satisfied with all the pictures..LOVEITMUCHIEEESS..

Place at Pavillion and Kuala Lumpur KTM station.

I do my hair by myself,
must thanks to EvanLiew,
she lend me her curling iron,
thankieeeeee, loveyou

After took this picture, LeeShen said,
' Like artistic picture!' *he loves this picture so so much*

The moment at railway station

Do you know how dirty the old train? is like 100 years never clean before.I kinda admire myself, I wore my freaking tall high heels to climb up the train. *clap clap*

Look like Michael Jackson, don't you agree with me? hehe

super close shot

*edited

Thanks to LeeShen again, hope he can has a good development in photography, good luck and all the best to you :) If u guys wanna get a photoshooting, can contact him.. he is a nice person, so don't be worry.

26th July 2010 Pakaian Traditional Competion

2010-07-31T13:26:00.008+08:00

Walahhh! Evan's hair !

FongUin's make up, done by ME

the kacau classmate wanna get curly hair

helping Evan to do her indian make up

retard jeff !

with XiaoRong

spot the men in this photo? He is my form2 art teacher, En.Song

in love with this photooo! freaking IMBA pose

with Daphne!

Anne looks good in Baju Kebaya.

China muiiii GanLingHui =P

with ChangShyan

Our form teacher, Cik Siti

my 5p4-sian

Although we lose in the competition, but I do enjoy here ! Pictures will be my best memories in my high school life.

CHS 2010

老师与学生

2010-07-08T23:24:00.004+08:00

“哎哟，老师并不懂原来你是这么坏的，我对你很失望”

这几个字已经让我心碎了老师，

为什么你可以这么的记仇呢？
为什么你可以这样伤害我的心？
为什么你可以就随意地所出那些话？

老师，其实我很想为我自己辩解，
但是你却连这个机会都不给我，
你们老师就只会相信老师所说的话，
为什么就要把以前的过错一次拿来说？
我自己觉得比起上两年，我已经改变了许多
为什么就只因为一个巧合，你就把所有的事情定成结局？
你在我心目中，是我最敬爱的老师
我还以为你会跟其他老师不一样

我在老师的心目中，
这么快就没了
确实感到很伤心及绝望
就如 A 学生变去 F 学生
因为我让老师失望了
我知道老师你对我的好
但是发生这件事情后
我不懂如何去面对老师了

同时我现在非常讨厌我的中学生涯
我痛恨这间学校
你们身为老师一点也不了解学生的心声

我彻底的毁了

Photoshooting Day

2010-06-15T16:35:00.004+08:00

Can't remember which day is this, just remember I had woke in 6.30am to get ready myself. You know lar, girls have to do their make up, I must spent 40 min on my make up.

Intro a guy to you all, Lee Shen :DD my photographer .He is from TOA( The One Academy) study in Advertising & Graphic Design. The photoshooting is for his assignment homework. Around 8am he reached my house, then we started our journey to Putra Jaya!

Well,this is my first time in photoshooting, is not EASY AT ALL ;/ I've smile in whole day, and wear a freaking tall high heels,I called it killer heels, after that day my leg was like not belong to me anymore..

感触

2010-06-02T17:59:00.004+08:00

有着一种悲哀犹豫的感觉，就是一种说不出口的感觉，只是一直在想为什么一个人可以不认识对方就去讨厌一个人，你认识我吗？一点也不认识！但是你却从你的第一眼认定了我是你要讨厌的人，你不觉你的所作所为很幼稚吗？亏你还大我两年，我真的觉得你很可笑。从中我发现了很多事情，结论就是告诉自己不要那么轻易地相信别人，我选择去相信你，就请你不要欺骗我的信任，是非常伤人的。不要朝笑我笨或傻，因为我一点也不，我从来不觉得随意相信一个人是有错误的，为什么就是要人与人之间的感情里要有那么多的防备呢？选择相信不是容易得多吗？我依然坚持自己的信念，如果有一天我真的改变了这个信念，那将不会是这样的林宝莹，而是一个冷血无情的家伙

你说你讨厌我就尽管地讨厌吧，我无所谓，我没有这个必要去选择讨厌你，我只懂得怎么去宽容一个人，而不是讨厌，你那么喜欢地制造故事，尽管去吧，可能这样子是你的乐趣生活吧，我会觉得谢谢你的关心，谢谢你那么的留意我的一举一动，因为我知道你想搞垮我的生活，我也要让你知道，我没有这么容易认输

喜欢/爱

2010-05-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

喜欢你的人：半夜会找你打电话聊天到很晚。爱你的人：半夜看你在网上会赶你下线。

喜欢你的人：他会找你出去玩，叫你放弃正事或逃课。爱你的人：他会催你快写作业或者与你讨论功课。

喜欢你的人：在你生病时，会讲好话关心你。爱你的人：在你生病时，他会关心到你烦，并强迫你去看医生。

喜欢你的人：他会尽量说好话来讨好你，你也会觉得很开心。爱你的人：他所说的话，都是关心你的，但是通常象是在命令。

喜欢你的人：他什么事情都会配合你，只要你开心。爱你的人：他会帮你辨别是非，但是你会感觉他管的太多。

喜欢你的人：他说他要给你最大的快乐。爱你的人：他只能给你保证，你跟他在一起，他是最快乐的。

喜欢你的人：他在意你的生活细节，即使你做错了什么，他也不会指出来。爱你的人：他在意你的一举一动，告诉你什么地方错了，什么地方该如何做，该如何与别人交往。

喜欢你的人：他会帮你买夜宵，送夜宵，载你上下课或上下班。爱你的人：他会帮你买夜宵，不过会提醒你吃什么比较健康；他会载你上下课或上下班，但通常是顺路；因为他不会为了你而逃课或旷工。因为他知道，他要为你们的将来而努力。

喜欢你的人：他不会在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。爱你的人：他很在意你去做什么，与什么人交往。他还会告戒你不要与什么人交往。

喜欢你的人：他只想要现在。爱你的人：他已经预见未来，该怎么自我努力，好好给你幸福。

喜欢你的人：他会说“我喜欢你！”爱你的人：他会说“我爱你！”

CHS SPORT DAY

2010-05-10T22:33:00.009+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5-zWLbdtNXg

green house !

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=391428449339&oid=116134881735347

yellow house!

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=213226702175#!/video/video.php?v=390199424397&oid=213226702175

red house! ( the champion )

alright baby asked me to update my bloggiee. My mind is seriously blank and now all i can think is update CHS's sport day. Wanna show him how does CHS sport day look like. hahahah. Have a look with the photos and video (:

Blue House - Avatar
Green House - Ninja Turtle
Red House - Santa Claus
Purple House - Octopus
Yellow House _ Transformer

One thinsg i feel very happy is cause you've change. After that friday night, our relation are getting closer:D. actually I don't like have argument with baby, everytime after we fight, 80% i will feel like crying, yes I'm a crying baby.. have a talk could be settle everythings. And we are not always right, if we really love for each other, should listen and solve the problem. Not choosing ignore or don't care about it.

ohhh..and when u tell me I'm your longest relationship, i got a bit syiok sendiri lah. hehehhh =p

that's it . Good Night world <3

Earth Hour 2010 years

2010-03-28T15:33:00.002+08:00

snap this photo at Star Hill shopping mall, everyone holiding a candle , and whole shopping mall is no light at all , kinda cool !! This is my first time to see this happen , i know if EvanLiew read this, she sure going to say i SAKAI again, HAHAHAH

I bought the clothes that i want ! Get a cheap bikini from TOPSHOP =p
Thanks to EvanLiew! mwahhhhhss.

Aswin Ang's BIG DAY

2010-03-28T15:17:00.003+08:00

A handmade-card from M-E

Done by suetyin

celebrated at coco with the HUMAN, not going to blog about it , cause for me was a unhappy memories, so no point to blog it out! I'm felt very very sorry to Aswin and everyone. And horrr that Mr.Kitty has really made me feel guilty ,and YOU DID IT ! ;/ Such a GOOD BOYFRIEND !

2010-03-28T15:02:00.004+08:00

After 1 week of holidays, the class still the same , teachers not coming to the class, no teaching, and is so wasting my time when i stay in class..so start our camwhore session with some PEOPLE! sure is EVAN LIEW , MICHAEL KON & SAMMYYYY , and time pass so fast, one weeks already ended ! Goanna END MY MARCH SOON, wake me up when the March End !

Girls's Outting

2010-03-19T14:32:00.001+08:00

EXAM EXAMMM EXAMMMMMMM

2010-03-13T09:22:00.005+08:00

I draw the art tittle is permandangan air terjun. First time dont have prepare then go for the exam already, quite satisfied for my art.

the last subject on friday in account. seriously I thought i can score A in first term exam, and I also thought the exam paper will be very easy. When I finish my dokumen A until the imbangan duga part, suddenly not imbang , i damn nervous already ,continue do my KKK part, NOT IMBANG AGAIN ! and continue the rest all not imbang again..very disappointed lahh..account is the only subject I got confident to score A, but now has become different. haisss. sigh -____-

Ah kai get his driving license already , after we finish school , I, Evan, JunLeng, WengKai, YungPing & CheeWai all headed to stationone at jayaone to have our lunch there. WengKai's driving skill is better than ken a lot alot alot a lot !! well, I still cannot understand why u guys so like to zat me :(

kai drop I and Evan at midvally ,look at the photo, they promote the movie of alice in the wonderland. I love the colourful mushroom ! so fantasy !

TTC seminar

2010-03-13T09:02:00.005+08:00

2 weeks of SPM seminar at sunway college. EXAM give me a lot of stress, stress till i become mad. But lucky my classmate are always be there for me. thankkkkyouuuu (:

Lets look at the photos,

MunYin (:

memang study hard here

Brainless Exam Time Table

2010-03-08T18:42:00.003+08:00

School exam time table have changed the subject on thursday and friday, just because of '09 SPM result, then my art paper2 kena changed it to thursday, i haven start my drawing yet, and the same day still have maths paper , why chs is soooo brainless one ? if they put on friday as the old time table, then all the art class student sure have more time to prepare it. I DON'T LIKE THE NEW EXAM TIME TABLE !

Monday
SCIENCE & BM

Tuesday
BI and SENI PAPER1

Wednesday
EKONOMI & MORAL

Thursday
Seni PAPER2 & MATHS

Friday
AKUAN

I can't wait for my holidays coming soon !
I need to take a rest !
I want sleep more than 24 hours in a day!
I want class trip with my daib classmate !
I want enjoy my HOLIDAYS !

I also scare the truth I'll facing after my exam.

#186

2010-03-08T03:28:00.003+08:00

联想会我们那时的对话，
很抱歉我对你无言，
因为顿时我的脑袋一片空白，
许多的疑问，及想说的话顿时全都忘记了，

每当我正在哭泣时，
所要表达的东西是空白
我知道我无脑。

为什么你总要觉我在怀疑你？
为什么你觉得我所做的一切都在怀疑你？
难道你也怀疑我对你的爱吗？

我真的很想告诉你我会怀疑你，
是因为我真的很爱你，
我也很害怕会失去你，
从他们口中的种种原因，
不得不让我去遐想出很多白痴假设性的问提，
可是你却一句就否定了我所作所为。

我能理解你的立场，
如果自己的男友在第一时间什么事都没有告诉你，
反而却是从你身边的朋友打听知道你的事情，
此外也把所有的怀疑告诉了局外人先，
自己却不是第一个所知道。
我有想过第一时间想告诉你，
但是我害怕会因为这样而影响了我们之间的感情，
真的很抱歉我没有第一时间告诉你
但是抱歉也是没用的，
因为发生了就是发生了，
事实就是事实

可是第一次我所听到的事情我的确没有相信他们的废话
因为那时我选择相信你，
可是如果同样的事情三番四次地告诉着时，
你不得会选择了怀疑这一切，
再加上当事情到了极点时，
我听见的东西是你好朋友所说的东西，
我那时的感觉是想知道，难道你背叛了我吗？
我会这么急的打着给你，
是因为我想知道真相，
也想在那时把所有的事情全都一次过问清楚，
难道你觉得我怀疑你，我自己也会开心吗？

你讨厌你自己的女友吸烟，
难道我不讨厌自己吗？
我前面的几个post有说我人生中吸了两支烟，
我明明就有告诉过你，
你却说我没有，
我还记得我是哪里告诉你的，
是在你朋友家！

自己也觉得惭愧，
为什么我们明明就是一对情女，
但是我们的关系却僵的不得了，
原因只有一个，我们彼此都不了解对方，也很少沟通。
可是我真的尝试过去努力，
但是没有用，我也感到非常的无奈。

你父母所给你的压力，（不喜欢我）
难道你认为我不懂这一回事吗？
你知道我也是不好受的

这样的所作所为真的让你感到我是很幼稚吗？
年龄的相差也是种影响的问题吗？

你有想过你所说的东西是多么的伤我的心吗？
我强迫自己不在去联想回这件事，
因为我只到考试的确比较重要，
但是我的强迫已经让我感到很辛苦了
难道就只好拖到分手的地步吗？
为什么就不能两人一起努力来决绝这问提呢？

发生了这么多事情，
我知道全都是我的错，
因为我没有第一时间告诉你，
原本一件小小的事情，
但是现在却变得如此的复杂。

你的一封信息就能胜过所有的开心药丸，
刚才收到你的一封祝福，
你知道我的心情是开心到无可形容，

CRY

2010-03-07T20:40:00.001+08:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole 'in love' thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'Cause it's hurtin' me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more

I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' 'round
And deep inside my tears I'll drown
I'm losin' grip, what's happenin'?
I strayed from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you? I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do, stay away from lovin' you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
(You'll never see me cry)

Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry
On my life

#184 Teddyyyy

2010-03-04T19:31:00.002+08:00

Aswin and SuetYin,thanks for the late birthday present. (:

# 183 post

2010-03-02T18:24:00.005+08:00

is MARCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH now !!

so fast has pass the two month.

I got a bad feeling will happen on me.

GoodLuck,

LIM POH YENG

missyoulikehell,
Do you also the same ? baby..

2010-02-21T03:15:00.003+08:00

START STUDYING PLEASE !!

FIRST TERM of EXAM ON 5TH OF MARCH !!

Chinese New Year

2010-02-20T15:53:00.007+08:00

初一

初4

at gab's house party

初 5

evan's house + 5p4 chinese new year gathering !
*still have more photo in sam's camera

Cigarette

2010-02-20T15:27:00.003+08:00

还记得18.02.2010那个凌晨，
我竟然在我人生中吸了2支香烟，
感觉真的很难受，
因为香烟把我的嘴巴弄的臭臭的，
我更加无法想像那些人可以在一天之内吸完整包烟的人，
他们的嘴巴一定臭到不行,

所以呢从那一刻起，
我绝对不会再吸烟

(̅_̅_̅_̅(̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅_̅̅_̅()ڪے Smoking is bad for health!

我觉得我应该从新理解一段爱情的意义，
可能随着年龄的增长吧，
以前的爱情真的能用“puppy love"来形容，
但是现在17岁了，在自己的爱情也不能那样的形容了，
一段爱情里，不是两个开心就够了，
必须为对方的家人也一起着想，
这是我在他家待了一个晚上所体会到得的心情

自己的心理也是有些疑问，
但我不懂能找谁来谈一谈

我和他已经没事了，
谢谢朋友们的关心，
此时此刻也让我体会到朋友们的重要性，
谢谢你们

一段爱情

2010-02-17T05:24:00.002+08:00

其实我总觉得自己每次都在为自己找借口，
原因是因为不想自己那么的伤心，
经过上一段的恋情，
改变了我很多，
还记得那时我每次都在24小时等待你的信息回复，
就这样让我养成了这种“好习惯”，
普通的女友应该会对自己的男友发飙了，
但是我却选择了沉默，
宁愿傻傻地等待下去。
那时我所等到的结果是他只发了一封简讯给我
内容就是要跟我说分手
就因为这样，
已经让我感到有一种恐惧了
我很害怕自己的另一半会在下一封简讯里再跟我说分手，
感觉就像一个临时的炸弹，
你永远猜测不到对方在想什么，
但是为什么你会让我感到这么的不安呢？
为什么你会去对别的女生这样呢？
可能你会觉得这只是开个玩笑罢了，
但是你有没有站在女友的角度来想一想，
请不要想说我幼稚为了这种而生气，
这一点都不幼稚，
这是妒忌，
证明我真的很在乎你，

写来也没有用，
因为你也看不明白华语，
就当作这是让我纯粹发泄的地方吧

为什么每次很努力地在为一段恋情里付出，
得回的总是失望？
不期望对方能给你什么回报，
但就只需要一段将心比心的恋情，
这样也有这么难吗？

2010-02-06T11:28:00.003+08:00

CLASS PHOTO SESSION on MONDAY !!

BRING YOUR CAMERA !
WAX YOUR HAIR NICELY !
TIE YOUR HAIR NICELY !
PERFORM THE BEST OF YOU IN FRONT THE CAMERA !

GOGOGO !　

Status : sick

2010-01-29T13:14:00.002+08:00

The love and sweet msg from baby, make me feel touch and happy ((: Suddenly feel that get sick also not bad , can get your love and caring . hehehe

2010-01-28T20:48:00.001+08:00

Finally my playlist can play a song already. Recently addicted to two is better than one this song. Nice songgggggg ;D

IMissHimALot

my crazy classmate ;DDDDD

2010-01-28T20:15:00.002+08:00

my '10 5p4 classmate. study hard in SPM ! ;D GAHHH YAO

My guardian angle

2010-01-26T13:01:00.003+08:00

Our story start on 17.01.2010, I believe that there will be more stories with us and will never stop. Today when I woke up, just saw the three words still on my hand " i ♥ you =p " awwwww.. <3 Whenever I see you all the times, my love for you is always increasing day by day. Sometimes I was afraid to lose you because I really do love you, bii ;( Still remember the nightmare I do tell you ? that feels really real and make me scare of it, but your words are always able to appease back to my fear, perhaps you are my guardian angel ;D I like the way we laugh, the way you hold my hand, the way you hug me , the way you kiss me , all about you I also like it. As long as you at my side, my mood will be very happy ;D　

ily,KitMeng ♥

THE FUCK Q

2010-01-09T19:03:00.003+08:00

Don't try to JUDGE on me ! and and for those ppl who betray me, I really will give u a FUCK ! ;D

BrandNew ;D

2010-01-09T14:39:00.001+08:00

my 2010 Brand Elle's watch

(:

My Belly

2010-01-09T14:31:00.003+08:00

when i take out the stud, look disgusting right?

going to clean the stud

after i put in, but haven screw it

END. I done it ;D

Pei Yen's HARI JADI

2010-01-07T21:38:00.009+08:00

07.01.2010

My Bitch Wong Pei Yen's 17th Birthday ! yeahh, now we both officially 17 years old..I knew her since we are in Standard 3, means in 9 years old..and our friendship have 9 years long already. well, actually this girl is not shy at all , if u know her very well ;D haha. after standard 6 ,then we study in different high school , but our frienship still never change before..

here you go can reflash back our memory !

you better take a good ready first ,
all the photo are like " oh my godddd ! "
haha

in form2 , i think was celebrate someone primary schoolmate's birthday right ?
at gasoline

form2 also. our LOOK !

the big head photo after back from SJK (C) KungMan's gathering

form3 !

2009's memory at gabriel party

2009's

2009's christmas eve ;D

I think I have more our old photo, but computer sudah reformat. So i just left form2 memories till now.Heheh.

WONG PEI YEN

I Love You

&

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY !

My Big Day

2010-01-07T20:06:00.017+08:00

04.01.2010 MONDAY

Monday, the first day of school reopen and it's aku punya hari jadi. Go to school as usual, after school wait for kenny to come pick up me and my baby headed to sunway. my classmate ZhengHui, ChangShyan & Michael, THANKS for you guys coming ;D although some of u not coming , BUT IS OKAY LAHHHH ! at least you guys wish me in class already *wink* ^^

celebrate at Sunway, WongKok

I first time get a BIG MilkTea ;D

yajing and xiaoyun
When i need them , they sure always beside of me <3> having my cheeseee rice, yum yummm =p

*the classmate

ChangShyan

*the classmate

Michael and ZhengHui aka kung fu panda

with them again

the present from XiaoYun.

seriously i love it a lot .

muackksssssss

the necklace present from YaJing.

i love the love shape here.

thankss my baby

with YaiBang ;D

thanks for your wish here

i am happy that i can see you

its our BIRTHDAY !

4th of January ;D

trying to take out the candle

at last they give us a CAKE FACIAL !

the fruit cake from secret recipe.

when cutting the cake

I really appreaciate everythings done from you guys. This is the first time AWESOME birthday celebration..since many years i get a lonely birthday year, but this year is different ! because i have u guys ;D THANKSSSS A LOT !

Part 2 celebration at heritage

with KitMeng, thanks for ur coming ;D

ASWIN ! the banyak yeng one ;)

with pau pau.

I just noticed that we wearing the same colour contact lens.

yay ! purple baby ;D

ChihChin

ABEL ! I was shock when u coming with gabriel.

anyways , thanks for the coming too

Thanks for Gabriel order a slice of cake for me.

that time almost last 20 min to pass my Birthday

Eason ! the first time I meet him at Albakat.

after i know him more, just find out he's my school ex-senior

Abel ! i know him since i was in form2.

because of jin wuen . so i have know u ;D

Hong, remember last time when i have some sadness keep inside my heart,

you are the one who always will be the best listener beside of me.

thanks hong !

ChihChin ;D hmmmm, now just know that i not really close with you, SORRY,

i will take more time to know u more, perhaps more than this ;D

i know her from hong that gang.

all the story start from Albakat mamak stall

steven ! although u have sick , but you are still coming

thankss !

Gabriel , you know wad, you always zat me de loh !

and u make me cry before!

BIG BULLY !!

but i'm still appreaciate in our friendship ;D

ang ang, complicated to know this guy.

Do you still remember ?

haha

Abel feed me! =p

how come my eye will open freaking big here? haha

the people <3>

I Love You Guys ;D

Tuan-tuan yang sudah umur 21

the girlsssss

I taller than u lah ! (:

look somethings wrong for aswin's hand here

i knew her since in kindergarden 5 years old

Look carefully at the photo, Gabriel was carried aswin !

Thanks for spending your night time to celebrate with me & thanks for everythings !

Love You All ;DDD

New Year Post ;D

2010-01-01T21:02:00.026+08:00

31.12.2009 Thursday

It's really last day in 2009. Those unhappy memory must forget it !
Yesterday in Coco & Banana, I first time club till so HYPER and HAPPY ((:
-Aswin
-Hong
-CheeZhen
-SuetYin
-Eason
-Steven
-Kenny
-Ferlyn
-KitMeng
-Gabriel
-and a lot a lot , sorry if I din't list out your name, cause is too much ppl and some of them i am don't know

Thanx for u guys give me a wonderful memories in the last night, i really appreciate a lot ♥

cheezhen♥

steven ♥

aswin♥

eason♥

aswin & hong ♥

the people in the night ♥

aswin , steven , kitmeng

pity three of them , because aswin start to bite me first , then they suddenly kena bite by me

on the way to PASAR PAGI ;D
to have our breakfast with suetyin, hong & gabriel

GOOD BYE 2009!
Helloooooo 2010!

I Going Turn To OFFICIALLY 17 soon ♥

No Tittle

2009-12-31T14:20:00.002+08:00

a photo when i at my working place . (:

Say goodbye to 2009,

Say hello to 2010.

One last day before 2009 end,

tonight I must enjoy the night !

woooots ! :D

Alvin and the chipmunks 2

2009-12-31T00:57:00.003+08:00

29.12.2009 monday

I love this movie ! i love it ..i love it ! =p
when the girl chipmunks, named chipettes
they are sooooooooo cute. !!

i watch this movie with CheeZhen
he might be think im crazy how come will keep on laughing at it.
hohoho. itsss really supperrrr cuteeee !
Here has a video for the chipettes when singing "single lady"

is AWSOMEEE ! ;D

I love chipmunks =p

the day at pavillion old post

2009-12-25T20:54:00.012+08:00

got few jay chou's photo in my facebook.
click ALBUM.

2009-12-23T02:21:00.008+08:00

2009-12-23T01:54:00.004+08:00

Midvalley with peiyen and kenny

2009-12-23T01:41:00.003+08:00

pavillion day with my girls

2009-12-23T01:31:00.004+08:00

MOVIE =D

2009-12-22T19:02:00.002+08:00

I watched AVATAR , STORM WARRIOR and JUMP in this DECEMBERRRRRR.

Yesterday went to pavillion then meet MR.Jevin and accidentally saw RouYi and WenHan them,
the most funny things are we keep on shout JayChou ! JayChou ! JayChou!
JayChou and ZhiLing around 8.30 reached the site,
lucky I, Kenny and SuetYin around 7.30 reached there ;D hehehehe
when I saw JayChou come out that time, keep on use the camera to snap my JayChou!
but still crowded by many people and almost everyone holding the camera to do the same things as me..
so kinda hard to snap a best photo..
Btw, although JayChou goin to 30 years old already,
but he is still HOT AND HANDSOME (((((((((:
too bad i can't upload the photo at here now ,
camera was at SuetYin there

afterwards, we go WongKok to have our dinner.
around 9.30 o'clock ,go out pavillion there to snap chirstmas decoration
before the chirstmas coming , people already have the christmas feel
everyone wearing the chirstmas cap , friends and friends hanging out togething
all are memorable =D
keep on snap here snap there..Haha
the kesian Kenny be our camera man. *teehehee*

receive the call by Mr.Jevin, then faster went to meet him ,zhen ning ,and 1 more guy( dunno his name )
then we went to a bar and order one jug of beer to enyjoy our time
is time to let that show off his magic skill and the card
haha, LMAO ! xD
around 12.30 back to the pavillion cinema and enjoy our AVATAR movie
this show is about 2 hours and 40 min
si beh long and tired lohh , ( cause im sleepy )

Goanna finish my 2009's life and holidays
I going turn to 17th soon on 4th of January
should be happy or sad ?
happy that i can get my driving lisen soon
sad is because i have older 1 more year
hahaha..
alright, wad u guys plan for the christmas eve ??
faster give me a call lehhhhhh !!　=P

I'M BACK PEOPLE !

2009-12-20T22:52:00.004+08:00

sorry sorry for not updating my blog, ( even though i'm free ) hehehe
really sorry guys, i have stop my working on 14.12.2009 monday,
well, in this holidays month, really A LOT HAPPENs in my life..
now i was in a single relationship now, *sadcase*
goanna satu orang celebrate christmas eve and the coming new year =/*pissed off*
if u guys wanna know more abt me , please add me in ur facebook
im kinda lazy to update my blog XD
i got more than 500 ++ 's photo need to upload
but blogspot has to 1 by 1 and upload..ishhhhhh !
so click this photo's album can view through my facebook's album

ohhhh ya, tomorrow jay chou coming to pavillion at 7pm

i will be there too, see ya =D

ying♥♥♥

currently look

2009-11-17T23:43:00.003+08:00

after finished my last term of exam , i didnt go school anymore..
seriously i started miss my classmate and my frenzs
kinda busy when i am working , can't even updated my bloggieee

stay tuned ya ! will updated more when i'm free (:

xoxo
love of ying

Tonight will be a good good night <3

2009-10-10T11:21:00.040+08:00

LOVES

p/s : I have change my blog's song (:

I get a belly piercing ;D

2009-10-07T20:41:00.010+08:00

the process when I having my belly piercing =D

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after we all done out piercing

look like a bit cacat here

around 3.30pm i reach midvally and meet up my darling Evan.
and we go to the tattoo shop ask for the price
its cost me 115 bucks ! woahh !
evan was piercing first, and later was my turn =S
serious, when that person use somethings though my belly
i just feel like some pinching my belly. LOL
so give a try for those wanna have a belly piercing ;D
its really NOT PAIN AT ALL !

xoxo
mwaahhs

2009-10-04T21:27:00.020+08:00

Moon Cake Festival

2009-10-04T14:02:00.035+08:00

afternoon, i went to Mines with suetyin ..we have our window shopping at there, and i have bougth a new heels =p. hehe.. When I and suetyin walked out the mines,beside a building name heritage has a nice view and we have a feeling to camwhore..hahaha. above all the photos, u guys can see it lah ;D

around 4 somethings reached home..waiting justin to come pick up me and suetyin ..dik dak dik dak dik dakk...around 8 he only reach my house. ><..so we on the way to go kepong there for steam boat dinner. but...we take more than 2 and half hour to reach that place. sumore that steam boat shop not nice at all. i prefer in serdang steam boat, that one is nicer. around 12.30 finish our dinner, then headed to sri damansara there for yamcha and shisha. i have order my favourite shisha , grape mint. *wink* chill at that place until 2.30 ++ ..

so this is my MOON CAKE FESTIVAL celebration .
no candle , no moon cake , no tung lung..
can consider a moon cake festival ?
ONE MORE TO TELL AT HERE, that is .......

HAPPY SWEET SIX TEEN SuetYin ;P
the birthday eve has gave me already
teheheheee
love you always

♥♥♥♥

xoxo

2009-09-30T16:40:00.012+08:00

Photo in Coco Banana

suetyin, justin and ken

with leeyue

with the *classmate. Ken

Photo in Barcelona

♥ Party Night again

2009-09-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

more photo in leeyue's camera .

Life's Mathematic

2009-09-22T12:30:00.001+08:00

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + Smart woman = Romance
Smart man + Dumb woman = Affair
Dumb man + Smart woman = Marriage
Dumb man + Dumb woman = Pregnancy

OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + Smart employee = Profit
Smart boss + Dumb employee = Production
Dumb boss + Smart employee = Promotion
Dumb boss + Dumb employee = Overtime

SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.

GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.

♥

2009-09-21T17:52:00.004+08:00

saturday and sunday 19/20

A unforgettable night for me

2009-09-18T20:59:00.006+08:00

♥WHISKEY ♥

2009-09-17T23:05:00.013+08:00

15.09.2009 ( Tuesday )

I, yajing , xiaoyun and jevin, four of us
WE SKIP SCHOOL TOGETHER
we plan to yajing's house and study together
9.30 morning we have our breakfast at a place which is near yajing's house
nothing special for today ,
but have some FUNNY photo here
the JEVIN TAN do somethings !! ( actually is force by I and XiaoYun)
LOOKKKKKK ~~~~~

this is the normal photo when he playing his i-phone

TADAAAAAAAAA...

and i have passed two days of exam
now my hari raya holidays has start now ! =p

♥

2009-09-17T22:57:00.001+08:00

♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥ ♥♥

kinda love this photo.
loveyougals

2009-09-13T22:07:00.001+08:00

PEOPLE

I have change my profile song again =p

Happy Birthday to JEVIN ♥

2009-09-07T03:00:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEVIN =DD
and now I found out that i dont have a photo with you ! =/
all were group photo with you
i don't care now , next time must take more photo with you =p ngek ngek
okay..let's talk about this guy

he is rich
he is cute
he is shy
he is not talkative
he is a quite person
he is a emo kid
he is single-minded
he is my heng dai too

still have a lot can list out here ♥

his birthday has went to pavillion with a bunch of friends
we watched a movie "怪谈”
this movie was not scary at all
just feel very disgusting on it !
wanna to watch Final Destination 4 too
but too bad all the ticket has sold out
just left those first and seconds row tickets
too bad , but nevermind larhx we have the chance to watch it in next time right ? hehe
after the movie ,had a dinner at wong kok pavillion
we have free a BIG cup of teh tarik
this is my first time to drink this
around 10.30pm finished our dinner
then I wait for vince to pick up me from pavillion
and headed to tropicana there for shisha and yamcha
around 1.30 has ciaooz from there
cause was rainy there
have to do my revision already
my last term exam coming on next next wednesday

the movie of UP here

风云 2

Fallin' For You - Colbie Cailat

2009-09-03T18:57:00.000+08:00

I don't know but
I think i maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe i should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til i
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now i found ya
I don't know where to
I think i'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As i'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But i want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So i'm hiding what i'm feeling
But i'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

Oh i just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now i just can't hide it
I think i'm fallin' for you (x2)

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh i'm fallin' for you